Skillz "Rap Up 2008"

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Watching BET's Year end countdown for one reason only. ;)

iSUPPORT

Please believe I will be listening to this.

New Years Eve workout.........

Just finished my Polymetrics for today......damn I'm tired.




.....not a fan of seeing myself on video....well at least not on my Curve's vid cam.

Nerd Time @ Midnite........

From the lasted Issue of Batman.
Why I Love and relate with the Bat.......
(clicC each image to enlarge)

....just zoning......

The earth's celestial partner is out slightly lit minutes after midnight,
I stand here in reflective contemplation of what this years been like,
Did wrong and a did right could have done more but that's life,
That's just one to grow on as it's 20/20 hindsight,
I spoke my mind without doubt, remorse or uncertainty,
Held to my beliefs even as my heart was hurting me,
Thoughts of what if's and what could have been abounded,
I love you's sharps and pointed had my soul at times clouded,
But believe I rebounded and with inclined direction,
I evolve with other step and embrace my imperfections,
Guardian status continuously upon me has appointed
like heavenly anointed and in the end I do enjoy it.
That I can be he whose there without fail to ease sorrow,
Put your weight on my shoulders and from me strength you can borrow,
And I won't expect a return because by now you have learned,
You smile and peace of mind is the result I aim to earn,
I'll keep giving till it hurts and even then only I'll know,
And once I feel the pain then the harder I'll go and the longer I'll flow,
Then the most high says to cease cuz I'll always be this still I'm resting in peace,
You see I'm just a piece put in this place and given a precise purpose,
And for me not to act on this makes my existence pretty worthless,
I'm a fraction of a faction that's loathed for torrid action,
BlacC man not loved by his own is what happens and that fuels my passion to
to be that smallest percentile,
And its no light cake walk but more like the great mile,
So I may sip white and drink brown to zone out once in a few whiles,
Never off point just a man with his own style,
So I look up and smile at that crescent moon in the midnite,
I pray to keep living life and do my best to live right,
Let me follow my senses and operate how its best feels,
I've felt moments of glory and sorrow that's been so real,
Slow to heal but I wear scars proudly my silent movements dwarf these boasting loudly,
914 is where to find me just playing my part,
Wish a fruitful future as the new year starts,

Its a question of giving.......

So one of my more blunt friends asks me about Christmas. What'd I do, what'd I get and what I got folks. I guess simply common sense brought the conclusion that I gave more then I got.Well that's pretty much the norm but I was asked the question "Doesn't it bother you to not get anything from people you gave to?" After a deep inhale and exhale I had to break it down....

If I gave based on what I received it would never be a real balance.Some folk aren't in the position to give as they may want, some may not express themselves in the manner that I do and honestly some may not think material gifts are warranted towards me.This reminds me of when my mom would question me on things and say "Don't these girls have boyfriends? Shouldn't they be doing these things?" And perhaps she is right to degree but I'm me and this is what I do. All I ever really expect is a legitimate "Thank you and Merry Christmas" If I get an actual gift or a card then its a pleasant surprise.

I sum it up like this and this is an extreme example but it makes the point perfectly.
Jesus loved without limit regardless of if that expression was returned in like manner. Imagine is Jesus said...."Damn.I love and love these humans and I dont even get a hug in return?Screw this I'm going home."

You give to make the recipient's day/life a lil brighter.Once that's done then the mission is accomplished.

Kenya you have been JacC'd...lol

Got this from Ms Kenya

1. Where is your cell phone? - one is in my pocCet and the other is on my desk next to me

2. Where is your significant other? - Someone in the United States of Amerikkka...lol
3. What's your hair color? - black
4. Your mother? - In New Ro
5. Your father? - In New Ro
6. Your favorite thing? - Creating
7. Your dream last night? - None
8. Your goal? - Omega Nexus
9. The room you're in? - Office @ work
10. Your hobby? - Protecting and Serving
11. Your fear? - Their disappointment
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? - deep within my career path, married with 1 child at least
13. Where were you last night? - Home
14. What you're not? - White
15. One of your wish list items? - A crib
16. Where you grew up? - New Ro, New York 914
17. The last thing you did? - mixed this drink
18. What are you wearing? - Navy blu sweater, sean john denim, blacC leather jacCet, NY fitted
19. Your TV? - better be off
20. Your pet? - died in the fire
21. Your computer? - Dell
22. Your mood? - Relaxed
23. Missing someone? - quite a few people actually
24. Your car? - 98 Expedition
25. Something you're not wearing? - a condom (LMAO!!!)
26. Favorite store? - ......the internet........
27. Your summer? - nice
28. Love someone? - Many
29. Your favorite color? Blu
30. When is the last time you laughed? - 15mins ago
31. Last time you cried? - cant remember
32. Are you a b*tch? - Never that
33. Favorite position? - A have a few
34. Favorite past time? - writing
35. Are you a hater or a lover? - lover
36. Are you genuine or fake? - 100% me
37. Any vices? - Protecting
38. Pro-life or wire hanger? - Pro-choice
39. McCain or Obama? - Obama
40. Pro-plastic or natural? - Natural
41. Dream job? - What I'm working on now the Omega Nexus

The other side of the Blogsphere......

Alright, as the curious mind that I am I get online and I wander around....and in doing so if your open minded enough you will come across sex in all its unique forms of expression.My 1st time crossing porn online was during an innocent yahoo search for JJJ or James Jonna Jameson.Any comic heads will know that was Peter Parker's boss at the Daily Bugle.Now I found what I was looking for but on the same page of results was a JJJ Porn gallery.Now at that time I never heard of a porn gallery.I knew porn of course but what was the gallery, so of course I clicCed it.SMH......Everything and anything was available for free.Sad. But anyway that's how I find most things online.I look for one thing whicvh leads to other but always stumble onto sex.It can be in searches, community sites and now....its happened in the blogesphere. Clearly in a realm where people share their life experiences this was destined to happen. I started on one blog innocently enough that lead to this blog and things are still good then this blog, ok a lil more daring but still cool in my book which leads to this blog.
Oh my Damn.....now the thing is you know that there are all types of folk in the world and we all have many different sides.Its just interesting to read the detailed explicit and graphic descriptions of their lives.
Damn the internet.Its a real Love/Hate thing.


***In case of misunderstanding(Jae :P)I have no problem with any of the blogs referenced as I currently following all of them***

Hmmmm....year about to expire....

I think I may want/need to do some writing and drop a year end piece.I lil Blu's state of the union type thing.I feel my creative juices bubbling. I dont plan on dropping many lyrical piece's on this particular blog but hey the year only ends once right.....I'm be bacC.

Guilty pleasure......

A random look into things I really really like but truly don't NEED.

Today, Invicta Watches.Yes my mom put me on to them in late 07' /early 08' and I'm riding out with them. Love the Big faces and by big I mean 52cm like my Russian Driver beauty 2nd row 2 slot.As you see I need 6 move to complete my first case. :) I quicC glance at my other watch posts and my Xmas wish list post hint to a few that I'm planning on getting.

B.Sin' wit Bally's

Ok, this is a quicc mini rant then it's on with my day.It's 2008 about to be 2009, so why the hell in this high advanced technological world do I have to wait 4-6 days to get my 2008 payment history mailed to me from a Gym? The problem is these damn customer services reps don't get trained properly or in an efficient manner so they don't know how to simplify there jobs.I mean really, merely having the most current adobe viewer would allow you to make a pdf of a screenshot and thus allow it to be emailed in a matter of moments or show some real creativity and print screen my request.That would result in 2 jpeg images at the most and then email it.In today's world I refuse to accept 1/2 ass service.If I know how you can better assist me then its YOUR job to know it as well.

How to get by.......

Truthfully, regardless of the economy I've always had a how to get by on less mentality.(Watch how I can squeeze $20 lol). But anyway, I came across this small Ebook, Thriving on Less—Simplifying in a Tough Economy. ChecC it out and follow the free download directions.

**I found this on lifehacCer.com they have some of the best tech info on the web period.

Merry Christmas

Dec 24th......

Twas' the day before Christmas and all thru New Ro,
Issues started arising so away I will go,
One friend's depressed with a mother so ill,
And a son out of surgery its all testing her will,
I'ma play Santa today dropping off gifts,
Holding her down so I'll give her a lift,
To the hospital quicc and continue my day,
Looking for Macbooks and hoping to save,
Then bounce to the Bronx to meet up on the blocC,
Exchange a few smiles hope they got what they want,
Goodfellas all day lets tip a bottle of Hen,
Bullshit aside let celebration begin,
Dessert Flower makes me proud as she continues her growth,
Moonchylde is a blessing I'm so thankful for both,
There's love in the "A", T-Dot and the isles.
I've always done it for y'all to see my folk smile,
So everyone be safe and have fun into the night,
I'ma toast to you all then proceed to get nice. ;)

Communications Upgrade......

Its nothing crazy but its the best I can do while contractually bounded to Sprint.
From 8703e(old but dependable) to the Curve 8330.


Jillz.....I'm waiting on you.LOL

Time is Money......

.....y'all know I believe that.(Adds this to my personal wish list.)





Aaaaaaand I'm adding this too.(Minus the Kangol of course)

Taking a moment to pause............

.....Goodnite.

Alexyss K Tylor hits the street....

.....she never disappoints.LOL

Get your urban news at DimeWars.Com

MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just saw Amy Winehouse Topless......and I'm not Happy.


Neither are they.

Dammit....

You see, THIS is what I dislike most about Winter.I'm more prone to losing things.The extra layers of clothing cause me to not realize when stuff I'm supposed to have has fallen out of my pocCets.Case in spot, somehow between parking my car and walking inside this weekend I've lost my warm leather gloves and its 14 degrees outside today.SMH..........And now I've just realized that I ran out the crib without a watch or my bracelet.I'm real funny with that stuff.As minor as it is I feel almost naked now.......damn Mondays.

Nice day out.....

Spent a nice but chilly winter New York day shopping, eating and enjoying great company. It gets no better then that.

Winter in NewRoc

Main Ingredient of Stupidity

Just saw a myspace bulletin of a rather busty female(model) on my friendslist pondering the idea of getting her boyfriends name tatt'd on her boob.

Can I officially say LOVE is the one of the main ingredients of stupidity?????

Birds of a Feather....

This mos def sounds like something I'd do.It's good to know there may still be some giving souls out there.

Upgrade.......

Ok so the Storm, BOLD and Curve 8900 have all dropped.But I'm on Sprint soooooo the best I can do is the Curve 8330.Not complaining though.I'm never one to jump on the newest gadget right away because if you wait a lil while the price drops down to more reasonable levels. Anyway I guess that's my Christmas gift to myself. :)

Giving feels good.........

..as people get their various gifts from me, I'm loving the reactions.
This is really what the season is all about.

Ooohh I'ma get mine......

So this is what really bothers me about the current "bad economy".You see, yeah things aren't' great but depending on your mind frame and how you handle yourself, especially being young the economy hasn't smacCed me in the face as it has many other people.In fact the dropping gas prices have been a welcome change. BUT this morning I come to work and receive an email "sadly" informing my co workers that ALL wage increases for the upcoming year have been canceled.Ain't that a bitch.Now 'm thankful to even have a job but what put my co workers in a funky mood and what put a sinister smile on my face is that my job has been BLOWING money left and right on needless renovations, spending hundreds(at times thousands) on food for meetings that other managers have deemed worthless and a waste of time.Yet they can't pay us?We had an annual summer day full catered picnic that they canceled and replaced with burgers and hot dogs in our parking lot.They canceled our elaborate holiday party in exchange for a 2hour lunch this Friday and the office closing early and no holiday bonuses either.

It's alright though because I'ma get mine believe me.In the mean time my corporate counterparts can eat a big fat donkey dicc.

R.I.P "Dating"..........Damn Kids

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/12/13/opinion/13blow.html?_r=1&em=&adxnnl=1&adxnnlx=1229453673-VqsytiyRa5q2+mVuqnqE8A


The paradigm has shifted. Dating is dated. Hooking up is here to stay.
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Earl Wilson/The New York Times


(For those over 30 years old: hooking up is a casual sexual encounter with no expectation of future emotional commitment. Think of it as a one-night stand with someone you know.)

According to a report released this spring by Child Trends, a Washington research group, there are now more high school seniors saying that they never date than seniors who say that they date frequently. Apparently, it’s all about the hookup.

When I first heard about hooking up years ago, I figured that it was a fad that would soon fizzle. I was wrong. It seems to be becoming the norm.

I should point out that just because more young people seem to be hooking up instead of dating doesn’t mean that they’re having more sex (they’ve been having less, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention) or having sex with strangers (they’re more likely to hook up with a friend, according to a 2006 paper in the Journal of Adolescent Research).

To help me understand this phenomenon, I called Kathleen Bogle, a professor at La Salle University in Philadelphia who has studied hooking up among college students and is the author of the 2008 book, “Hooking Up: Sex, Dating and Relationships on Campus.”

It turns out that everything is the opposite of what I remember. Under the old model, you dated a few times and, if you really liked the person, you might consider having sex. Under the new model, you hook up a few times and, if you really like the person, you might consider going on a date.

I asked her to explain the pros and cons of this strange culture. According to her, the pros are that hooking up emphasizes group friendships over the one-pair model of dating, and, therefore, removes the negative stigma from those who can’t get a date. As she put it, “It used to be that if you couldn’t get a date, you were a loser.” Now, she said, you just hang out with your friends and hope that something happens.

The cons center on the issues of gender inequity. Girls get tired of hooking up because they want it to lead to a relationship (the guys don’t), and, as they get older, they start to realize that it’s not a good way to find a spouse. Also, there’s an increased likelihood of sexual assaults because hooking up is often fueled by alcohol.

That’s not good. So why is there an increase in hooking up? According to Professor Bogle, it’s: the collapse of advanced planning, lopsided gender ratios on campus, delaying marriage, relaxing values and sheer momentum.

It used to be that “you were trained your whole life to date,” said Ms. Bogle. “Now we’ve lost that ability — the ability to just ask someone out and get to know them.”

Now that’s sad.

Life imitates Art?????

Notice any gay ass similarities???



VS.

The best at what he does......

2 Piece/Shoe Piece...LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Holiday Cheer

Heres a peaceful moment to ease the filth of the previous post.












Happy Holidays

Online Meet Up Horror Story

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Put the damn books down......

I don't know how many people I know tell me how they just read some book that supposedly reveals ALL the secrets to relationships and the sexes. I have to laugh every time I hear it.You know why there are sooooooo many books like that?Because there are an infinite variety of people.The minute you think your precious little book has put you on to game you meet a guy that goes completely left of what you just read. Then what do you do? So called relationship experts, love guru its all just the hustle to get the hard earned dollar of people that have had bad experiences with socializing.To me a lot of it is common sense.He has a child and still lives with the mother?Hmmmm perhaps you might want to hold off on that.Of course he says their not together anymore, what else is he gonna say?

Time answers all questions and doubts.Time gives the mind the ability to see everything clearly and allows the heart to catch up with itself before any rash actions are taken.

Guess whos still talking????

Joe the Plumber: McCain 'appalled me'

http://news.yahoo.com/s/politico/20081209/pl_politico/16385

Joe Wurzelbacher lashed out Tuesday at former GOP presidential nominee John McCain, the man who made Wurzelbacher famous as “Joe the Plumber.”

Wurzelbacher told conservative radio host Glenn Beck that he felt “dirty” after “being on the campaign trail and seeing some of the things that take place.”

Recalling a conversation he had with McCain about the $700 billion financial industry bailout in September, Wurzelbacher said: “When I was on the bus with him, I asked him a lot of questions about the bailout because most Americans did not want that to happen.”

“I asked him some pretty direct questions,” he continued. “Some of the answers you guys are gonna receive — they appalled me, absolutely. I was angry. In fact, I wanted to get off the bus after I talked to him.”

Asked why he didn’t leave McCain’s campaign if he was “appalled” by the candidate, Wurzelbacher said, “honestly, because the thought of Barack Obama as president scares me even more.”

While Wurzelbacher was critical of McCain during the interview, he had nothing but praise for his running mate, Alaska Gov. Sarah Palin. “Sarah Palin is absolutely the real deal,” he said.

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So, tired of these lames saying and doing any and everything under the sun to get the pussy.



If one more person I know gets hurt over some bitch ass guy I swear I'll snap.

Quote it......

How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

Kanye West "Heartless"

The highlighted part is SOOOOOO true like when you're having that exchange where someone is talking and forget just who the hell you are and just what you been through for them.

Yes I will co sign this.

My heart skips a beat for this......

Invicta Reserve Men's Russian Diver Akula Swiss Quartz Chronograph Watch

Return of my Inner Nerd

Marvel's Secret Invasion ends with a hell of a house party....

Playful Imagery

Not a fan of hers but I'm a fan of this pic. :)

Benefical Friends....

...broken down to a science.lol




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S.A.Smith = Truth

Is it that serious?

Was playing poker on myspace with a female friend of mine that I've known for like a decade.And the lines that gus were throwing at her to get attention were hilarious and sad all at once.You would think these guys never actually dealt with live females before.

Smh....

Funny.....thanks for the support.

I hear soooooo many blacC women down and dog us. And yet I can't help but find it funny to know that while the unproductive whining and bitching continues from them over their poor choices in mates, there are those without a drop of blacC blood in them that support us more then many sistas.Oh well.

Why wait......

I'm known for saying that I wont be fully appreciated till I'm gone.I dont have any morbid fascination with death. I just notice that people don't say to the fullest what and how they feel till I person is out of their life.Why wait....?

MAN!!!! AND WIFE!!!!!!

Just another moment with Scoop and Shonda....

Why Blog?

This was my reply to a post by Dannigyrl. It felt post worthy.

Just like everything else I do online.It begins and ends with me.No attempts to teach anybody anything.Just sharing a glimpse into my mind's eye and if anyone else 'gains" something then hey thats great.Truthfully I do like seeing that someone has replied to something I wrote, but it doesnt make or break the reason why I do this.Physically gettin' thoughts out helps me process things.I learned over on myspace and other previous community sites that lots of people read my words but don't feel inclined to reply to them.Thats just how it goes I guess.

Kanye doesnt disappoint....

The jury is still out on the whole album BUT this song is a winner to me.Its not the mind frame I'm in now but I can most definitely relate it to past instances.


Kanye West [Heartless] from urban art on Vimeo.

Plans <----> Goals

PHR preparation starts in 2 days.....
Prequel review.....Animation prep...
Graphic Novel...storyboard sketches....Book 4
Outline.....Unloading.......Living decisions(location?)...
fitness streak continuation.....

Pet Peeve.....

Communication....I have a gang of emails, specifically given to certain people, Multiple phones numbers and of course work and home addresses.If a person wanted to reach it VERY easy to do so.I'm very particular with who gets what level of access to me.Sooooo with all the online access and mobile phones out there, the fastest way to urk me is to not reply when I reach out.Now I'm reasonable with this.We're all busy at times yes so if you cant get to me in a speedy fashion just make sure when you do you let me know wassup.If you don't inform and just blow off the call,text or email.I see as you saying "OK, this person isn't worth me taking the time to reply to"
.Lets be honest.How long does it take you to send a text msg saying "Sorry.Busy.Hit u later"........15sec tops?Maybe less?

And the more important you are too me( was that mean?)....OK the closer you are to me the more weight I place on this issue of communication.Sometimes I think I'm the one that's crazy.I try to be pretty logical with what I do as to not cause confusion or conflict(which is another pet peeve) so when I see common sense thrown out the window it urks me to no end.Because the moment I'm "needed" for something that communication will be real consistent again.

I appreciate that folk feel secure coming to me with problems but remember that from my end of things it nice to hear from people when nothing is going on as well.

Cyber Monday....wont fall for the Trap

I have my budget set up that I plan to follow, but this cyber monday extra online sales stuff is tempting me.....WILL POWER!!!!!!!!