Watcher

I don't like what I see but I don't turn away,
Curiosity holds tight awaiting the next display,
These statements don't match the person I know,
Words typed for shock, attentions and show,
To be seen as the boss, the queen unrivaled,
But I know the truth that you're more in denial,
Imagination run wild through blasts and tweets,
The semi confident laffs between words you speak,
Sexual innuendo spiced with random filteration,
What exactly is the goal or result you are chasing,
It's me now you're facing so the song and dance ends,
I'm no follower my title is friend,
Head rest on my shoulder as tears start to stream,
This is the you that they have never seen,
More then mere curves but having painfully learned,
Life dealt you tough cards throughout the years I've observed,
So I'll continue to watch just hoping you'll stop ,
Imagery burns away until all that you've got,
Is the truth on filtered and let the masses accepted.
That's why I keep watching hoping for that ending.