You Have fantasy.......And then There's Reality

It's funny. When I read some of the physical "requirements" some guys claim to want in a woman you'd think they themselves look like the image above.....in the reality they look more like this guy. -___-

Notice the Magnums there but not used....and LOL at the exercise bike. Keep it real guys.

If Your Going To Leave....

I really think that many people don't know how to react to positive energy from the opposite sex. I get this without fail and it always makes me stop and wander. I think at times if I'd rather have folk create their own internal reason to be mad at me thus severing ties, which has happened before, vs these somewhat ungrateful actions I get more often. Basically time and time again I've been the guy that gets peoples worries, their concerns, insecurities and confessions. I don't betray the trust and give straight forward real reason point to try and aid the situation presented to me. It usually leads to some type of improvement in matters but then as the clouds part and things seem better there's all of a sudden no time to maintain communications. It's very frustrating to get people's ills but not the thrills of life. It's really just about balancing vibes you know. Maybe I'm just off who knows. People seem to keep their good times real close to the chest but can't wait to unload the woes of life on others.

Maybe I'll learn one day.....*looks at Guardian tattoo*.......Maybe.....

Act like you care......

So earlier in the month I wrote about trimmin' down the amount of I deal with. More so holding my friends accountable for their ends of the friendship. So one of these important folk that I took a big step back from contacted me on Sunday. Well replied to me cause I pushed a happy birthday message to her through her daughter. I'm not rude so if I'm down for you I'll still so some birthday love. Anyway, I got a thank u message and a small back and forth ensued. Basically the 4 months of silence is replied to with I was sending you messages but not getting any reply.......sorry I dont buy it. This person had hit me twice in 4 month and each time was only when I went through her daughter. I mean hell she could have been dead for all I know. So I'ma find out for curiosity sake what was really up and keep it moving. I'm tired of taking friendship more to heart and more seriously then others. Being made to think that because I actually care that much it's the exception to whats normal.

Ok......rant over.....lol