Felt good when I few readers asked me what was up with the slowed up blogger posts. Well for those that asked, no I'm not getting bored with blogging. I've just been observing life and writing in my journal. Very soon, as the summer ends I'll be right back with a lot to express on quite a few topics. Right now I"m just gathering myself.I enjoying life away from the pc.
I'm now lending my "creative thoughts" (lol) to the good people at thehiphopdemocrat so feel free to drop and take a look. Things are still in redesign and reconstruction but we'll be pumping out material very soon. Thanks
..in the midst of this horrid jumble of emotions currently in me, I came across this. Something that was small and unexpected that meant the world to me. It takes so little to put a smile on my face. Thank you.God is good.
Someone very special wrote this about me..............
I've met a man with a torn soul
Pain and anger now fill what use to be whole
Traces of hurt resonate in the tones of his voice
You can feel that it was a result of circumstance not choice
He offered the best part of the best he had
And the one he chose to give it to couldn't understand
He opened his heart and became vulnerable
For the first time he let himself relinquish control
He took all his preconceived notions and cast them aside
For the first time on someone else he relied
He allowed his heart to lead instead of his mind
For the first time,
A hasty decision would turn the situation around
Now instead of peaceful bliss his mind is filled with chaotic sounds
What did I miss? You say you love me but you don't LOVE me?
He couldn't understand how this could be
But he chose to play his position on the side
Be that person in whom she could confide
Even though it hurt him each time she stepped in
I will be a part of instead of apart was his decision
What was left was a broken man
Left to wonder and once again look to understand
But I've been blessed enough to have met this man
And a few words of encouragement is what I have at hand.
You are.
Mr. After all is said and done a man that anyone would be proud to call their own
Mr. Right for any woman if the love you deserve is shown
Mr. For an eternity you can guarantee devotion and love
Mr. Lets make it more than physical you want someone you can confide in and trust
Because you are better than the best that any could offer
Don't let one person's misfortune make you colder and harder
You are a beautiful soul that's often hidden behind a blank stare
But I've seen what's behind the exterior and felt what's inside there
I see a good man who has yet to show his light
Who has a tendency to shine brighter at the fall of Night
So don't hesitate to linger long
I know my Life wouldn't be much easier if you were gone
I don't like what I see but I don't turn away,
Curiosity holds tight awaiting the next display,
These statements don't match the person I know,
Words typed for shock, attentions and show,
To be seen as the boss, the queen unrivaled,
But I know the truth that you're more in denial,
Imagination run wild through blasts and tweets,
The semi confident laffs between words you speak,
Sexual innuendo spiced with random filteration,
What exactly is the goal or result you are chasing,
It's me now you're facing so the song and dance ends,
I'm no follower my title is friend,
Head rest on my shoulder as tears start to stream,
This is the you that they have never seen,
More then mere curves but having painfully learned,
Life dealt you tough cards throughout the years I've observed,
So I'll continue to watch just hoping you'll stop ,
Imagery burns away until all that you've got,
Is the truth on filtered and let the masses accepted.
That's why I keep watching hoping for that ending.
I think I may want/need to do some writing and drop a year end piece.I lil Blu's state of the union type thing.I feel my creative juices bubbling. I dont plan on dropping many lyrical piece's on this particular blog but hey the year only ends once right.....I'm be bacC.
