Checking In With Myself

I started Vlogging around 2006. It was a way to express myself while slowly utilizing technology that was new to me. About a yr into it a recorded a 7 or 8 part rambling rant. It was sparked by a female close to me but set off a lot of things that had been swirling in my head. I'm not gonna load the vid. Its on my youtube channel. Nearly 5 yrs later It's interesting seeing myself in the emotionally vulnerable state. I literally told myself after watching that vlog that I'd never be in that position again. To my surprise I've kept my word. Not to say that I've stopped feeling cuz that's far from it but to have taken full control of these emotions is quite the act of progress in my eyes.