My Time.....

Jillz wondered if you ever hear lonely....I did...I do...the heaters hiss doesn't bother me...the low electric hum of energy through out my building....when I hear these sounds among others.....my guard is down.Not to the world but towards myself....this is where the saint meets the sinner....the criminal meets the guardian....where fear meets confidence....the time that 1 side of me want to be having a sexual field day while another would rather be reading.

Within my time I juggle the multitude of thoughts that rarely have answers.It's not the calm or meditation or the restlessness of insomnia....its just my time.No rules, no boundaries.....my allowance of insanity....with sum Alicia Keys in the baccground.