You ever just sit alone in the dark and let your mind zone,
And take a hard look at the world and all that you find wrong,
I escape my physical to think its almost a ritual kinda thing,
This world that we inhabit habitually makes me sick,
Loving my people to no end, family, close friends,
Even those that don’t know sending positive vibes by the boatloads,
But for some there’s no hope though with burdens that won’t go,
And they project that to the masses through bitterness and sarcasm,
Till I wish they would flee lose all that damn internet access,
See for me I need limits on your freedom of speech,
All the whining bout heaux shit's misdirected to me,
See for every complaint there is an ounce of admission,
A confession of your life and the elements missing,
Security lacking yes the support that you don’t have,
Insult the next girl because of issues with your man,
Elementary Watson really just a simple equation,
To extract the truth from what these women be saying,
Quote a lil Beyonce for independence and sass,
Make sure we stay updated every time you get some ass,
Cat fight with other woman, be childish be mean,
Then demand of us men to address you as Queen,
Had to laff at that exhale, lean back
A lot of y’all are quite a sight and a sorry one at that…..
As I sit remaining focused I will not exclude my brothers,
Witness to y’all antics it really is no wonder,
Not a mystery at all why our female are turning Dyke,
Not the sisters alone but brown, yellow and white,
I lost my V-Hood to an Asian, who later said she was BI,
It was easier to her then trying to deal with most guys,
Lesson early learned the when a woman has been wronged,
The road back to normalcy can be twisted and long,
Good girls disenchanted, no courting no romancing,
A victim of ill odds and society’s social “advancements”
It has lames feeling privileged thinking their so deserving,
Of honor and accolades what the hell is y’all sniffing,
For every true lady that she says “no” 10 “blah” chicks go down willingly,
So I guess that has you feeling that’s the way that it’ll always be,
Many get high off the fame once they’ve made it in the game,
Really got no Juice beside the initials in the name,
Forgot who rode with you and so supportive never neglectful,
Was on the brink of getting cut fix ya face get disrespectful?
Really couldn’t believe the statement I was reading,
Could imagine my home girls tears rolling and heavy breathing,
Juvenile and unacceptable the thoughts on my side turn malicious,
“Jay he spoke to me so filthy like I was just one of his bitches,
I can’t take my people hurting, low & despondent,
To deliver equal suffering is all I now wanted,
So pissed off I wanna go eye for an eye
She’s still hurt still numb being objectified,
But it’s a man’s way and it’s a man’s world,
Man defined by conquests and stacking women up,
Messing with their hearts maybe even shacking up,
Avoid the pitfalls Mags never running out,
Morning after pills or maybe finish in her mouth,
We do what we want never with a 2nd thought,
Replace her fast with a female with a much meaner walk,
Their interchangeable accessories re-arrangable,
Most without a clue of the great pain we have done to you,
Men see simple logic play hard to build numbers,
Y’all shed tears face fears become mothers,
A canyon in between us so few properly bridge,
So in truth I’m not surprised at the sloppy way we live,
I’m not exempt as I fight to keep the urges down,
Pour out another drink swirl the rum ‘round,
I keep in isolation for fear of what I might do,
Avoid places cuz I know who I’ll bump into,
A lil head would help it’s only one night,
An old flame twitters me and says I’m looking right,
Compliments appreciated but I know whats the end goal,
An old time romp capped off in her end hole,
Yes so filthy that’s why I keep it calm and easy,
I’m the largest person in the room but no body sees me,
That’s how I like it move smooth and silent,
It’s not doing down until the time I decide it,
See thats my big fear to end up another hypocrite,
Unwed, bastard seed just another nigga statistic,
So beauty comes at me I find myself running from her,
It’s safer to just peep the porn on tumblr,
I wanna make a movie but scared to cast it,
Would run thru a couple Gigs if I’d only ask it,
But I mask it Never let the masses in,
Letting too many behind the glass is how it all begins,
How I fall to Sin, Give in to temptations,
Knowing the holy teachings that I’m repeatedly breaking,
Life’s a constant lesson I hope to pass the final test,
But at least I know I gave my all went all out to do my best………
