Development through Disappointment

So, it's a funny time for me. This summer has brought so much into my life that I've been working towards yet a lot of it was still unexpected in the way it manifested itself. A new way of life is slowly developing and I'm excited at how this can develop. On the flip side there have been a number of things that have happened that have made me pull back into myself and play life much closer to the chest then usual. I don't ask much and try not to bother folk. I move purposefully and with a pretty pure heart. I've had waaaaay too many folk misinterpret my moves or just blatantly react wrong to what I do or say. Now technically I really shouldn't internalize what how others react to me if I know what I'm doing was coming from a good place but the reality of life is that we are social beings we interact with and react to the what people do towards us. Being made to feel a certain kind of way that falls opposite to your intentions hurts. Just imagine holding the door open for someone and as they pass through the doorway they turn around and scream at you for doing it. Yes it's really a problem with them but it still causes a feeling. I'm 32 yet I often get pulled back to that 16 yr old shy guy that folk clowned for being so caring. Some things are just a part of who I am. Please believe there is no apology coming from me on this. I just have to act in kind to what happens to and around me. I dont want to go off of anyone so I'd rather deal with my feelings solely with me than direct a rage moment at someone else. I have too much going on to be derailed in that manner.

Now, to another matter that has eaten at my other the past few weeks....Travel. Since the beginning of the year I've had my travel plans laid out for the year. That was a large % of Nomadness w/ a few "me" trips sprinkled here and there. The main focal points were the RV Tour which was 4 weeks on the road, Barbados and Japan in last August for 2 weeks of lengthy travel for Animekon and Nomadness; and Bali for New Years. The RV tour was a massive success and next year will be even better.

The summer plans were August though ran into an unexpected detour earlier in the summer. Plans that were laid to put me in excellent position for this summer fell through at the last minute and has had me in recovery mode. Picture yourself locking in a great business deal on Thursday, leaving for a weekend away that Friday and getting a call in your hotel that the deal you sealed 24 hrs prior has just been eliminated. That is exactly what happened to me. It set off a chain reaction that in the end cost me the trips I truly WANTED to take. At the time of this writing Animekon is over in Barbados which I didn't attend and what 99% of people don't know till now is that I wont be making it to Japan with my Tribe either. It wouldn't be a responsible move for me to force this and believe me I considered it heavily. In the midst of the scramble to pick up the professional pieces I did essentially stumble into new business that will lead to many good things, but the transition period just didn't leave me enough time to pull off Japan in an efficient manner.

I cant begin to express how much this is tearing at me. Before there was a Tribe people that grew up with me knew how long Japan has been on my personal Radar. This is going to be a hellish week for me internally as I wish my fellow tribe members well while feeling the sting of what I'm missing. I believe everything happens for a reason but I'm still searching for why things played out for me the way they did. It's not my way to complain publicly so that is why I'm venting her on the Blvd since I know only a handful of folk will actually view this vs putting this on Facebook in its entirety. This one hurts.....a lot. It'll be motivation for future moves but in this moment its just a twisting in my stomach that I'll have to work through. Hopefully Bali has a few tricks in store for me at ease my feelings over missing my 1st travel to Asia.

Gotta play the cards your dealt....good, bad & ugly.....

What's In Store Now?????

I can honestly say last week was one of the craziest, mixed bags of emotion I've ever dealt with. Nothing was simple.Everything had layers and multiple applications stress. Personal issues, business issues, BIG business issues. There were highs, lows and a ton WTF was that moments that I'm sure will pop up again.
I never in one short time span witnessed so much BITCHASSNESS in my life. The way of the cyber world, the measure of a man, the manner in which folk conduct themselves, at least online is very sickening at times. he "madness" in Nomadness was in full effect last week, but with that said, the balance was reset again and tipped in our favor with the info that was shared with me before my short Florida get away.

I have reason to be upset....perhaps even angry because there's a lot going on on a lot of levels that I dont like. Instead, I'll stop breathe and hold on to the mind frame that has served me well all year. Everything is putting itself in position for major change and success. No negativity will change that course.....

If You Dont Know.......

It's in my nature to care but....

....I really cant afford to sometimes.

I'm Almost There

Lets see. I gotta improve eye contact & I'm getting but to reading more....

Training My Eyes For New Vision

What seems to be the easiest path often isn't because it's cluttered with tons of people pursuing the same mundane goal. The road to greater achievement usually has far less runners on the road. Less competition due to the imposed belief that the task is too hard.

I like this thinking. And I see the perfect opportunity to apply this higher heights targeting concept.

Don't Over Complicate Things

Do right, be about something and make her happy......Nuff Said

New Ebook "The Myth of the Multiple Orgasm" by Lincoln A Blades

Just in time for hump day Toronto, Ontario's own Lincoln Anthony Blades debuts his 1st Ebook for the grown and sexy. "The Myth of the Multiple Orgasm" is as serious as the named implies. If you familiar with his successful Podcast and Blog then you know its truth served with no filter. Cop the first in the series of upcoming projects.... *Purchase Here*

Have Some Pride in your Brand

A lot of people operate by the "All publicity is good publicity" belief. I personally feel that I and any one I affiliate with should work by a different code. "I don't do press. I get press" What's the difference? It's actually very simple.

Those that "Do press" do any and everything to get attention. They have no bounds as to what they will do to get eyes on them. There's no attention are concern to what type of attention they acquire as long as they get it. On the flip side, I believe that it is a far better reflection on you and what you do to "Get Press". This is when the caliber of your brand and the quality of your work brings attention onto itself without you have to step so far out of bounds at gain it.

A big topic of discussion among my various partners has been the evaluation of base numbers vs actual activity. The seeking press method falls within that topic too. In a world now measured in hits, likes, followers & "friends", you have to be able to read your numbers for what they mean vs what they say. 10,000 followers behind gimmicks and antics are a lot of eyes....but do they translate into the intended business you desire?

Just my thoughts....

Source of Motivation

In the past 5-6 months I've been blessed to socialize, network and befriend quite a few individuals who have become great sources of motivation to me. The up north homie Ms Jaz in particular has me on my mega grind to legitimize my business. This woman runs her own businesses fully. No 9-5job  to supplement things. She sustains herself off of her own ventures and the things she's told me shes experienced due to her work amaze me continuously. I need to get like that. I have problem being moved to action by a male or female figure of inspiration.

So this is just a quick shout and thank for the positive kick in the ass...

Happy Hump Day!!!

When the Office is Stressing You Out

If only lunch breaks were spent like this.

When the Urge take Hold.....

....we've all had those moment s right?

A Lesson you better learn ASAP!!!

Smh.....I Guess It's Just Life

Underage pregnancy pisses me off to no end.......sexual activity between people who are undereducated bothers me even more. This is not a game!!! Yes it can be fun and enjoyable but this is serous business a lot folk need to leave the grown folk games along for a few more yrs....

Another Steak & Bj Day!!!!!

Well look how time flies. Already another year since last Steak & Bj Day. I can't really speak for myself as I don't see myself getting either components of the day buuuuut maybe one of you out there will make someone's day a lil more pleasant? lol

Plesantly Surprised

The Moment a women reveals to you that she enjoys Porn!!!

"...not judging you on the porn, Pornhub is my bestfriend."

Influencers In-Depth: Steve Stoute

INFLUENCERS in-depth Series / STEVE STOUTE from R+I creative on Vimeo.

Off the strength of the original Influencers, which you can view after the jump, the spotlight is now focused on Steve Stoute. In this installment Stoute speaks on the new age union of cultural codes and the ways of big business.

I find work like this very interesting because while trends have been a part of society for ages, I can't help but think we have a lot more followers today then ever. Not merely as part of trends but simply following for the sake of following. Not doing what is actually desired but more so doing what is projected as "in".

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Relationships....Do y'all really need to know???

On the heels of last week's posting Kream drops another thought and In kind I reply. Check her post then hit the vlog reply.


Hidden Activity from Nightfall 914 on Vimeo.
This is my reply to www.iamkream.com most recent posting.

Industry Flashback Grown Folk Edition

In the past when I've mentioned some of the places I used to deal with. This was one of my primary promo/hustle spots. I'd get home just beating the sun but honestly, fresh $ in my pocket was adrenaline enough to keep me up all day.