Decisions, Decisions......

Part of me wants to address this matter and another part wants to leave it alone.

Perhaps I'll flip a coin........

January hasn't liked me much........

Have I been doing things wrong? (Well I know what my secrets are) Is God trying to shake me up and show me something. (That could be possible) Why has this opening month filled with random jarring obstacles? Life is always full of issues but the way things have hit me over the past 30 days I truly can only laugh at it to prevent breaking something.

No "woe is me" cries over here but damn It'd be nice to breath a lol easier.....

Current Mood

Man's thoughts: "You realize you're laying on it right?Seriously? You've seen this show before.....can I get a lick, kiss???? Will you do something?!?!? If not I'm going to sleep cuz this is some bullshit!"

And here we go.......

...I find myself keeping it real P.C to avoid hurting feelings, I dont like that.Be hurt now with the truth then live with a lie....I was stood up by a girl early in high school on a summer saturday.I waited 2 hrs for her so we could go to the mall on the bus......from that point on I've had issue with waiting on females.....As I get older I'm becoming so observant of peoples actions.....people are getting lost online....their believe own press and forgetting who thhey are in real life....I had been ULTRA frustrated for the past 10 days are so but today it ended.Not cuz I had some action but that so many females I spoke too had issues to day it just drained the "need a release" feelings out of me......I have a problem with Sonogram pix online.....I should have seen Avatar a while ago.....the majority of females I LOVE outside of my family come with a male in the picture(past or present) that I do not like....maybe even hate.It my be someone that violated, might be an ex or a friend that I dont trust. I don't apologize for this feeling either. Sprint is pissing me off waiting for this new Tour BB....you ever have someone get mad at you for NOT getting mad at them. I've never understood that. I'll always avoid drama. I see more and more that LOVE is not the only thing that does into a relationship working....getting my on place will be the highlight on this year...The NExus will succeed...You ever say something important or express something that really maatters to you and the person your expressing this too just gives you the most bland/whatever type replies??? It makes talking to a wall seem inviting. The need for conversational compatibility is so serious. Yet I can listen to everything from everybody else? Smh....Evita understands this. It's funny how much she gets it. From the other side of the planet no less. I have a rule that if we're cool and I travel to your city/area I let u know I'm there. I may eliminate that rule.....Please,please have an altoid.....I insist. Outside of Jae Millz all of Young Money soun dlike variations of Wayne. Why do so many broke people came to understand how Jay-Z operates. Saying is not easy....it really isn't.No, saying No is HARD but its needed....I'm soooo focused on getting my body to another level...."jaw dropping level"...I will not let this NY housing market beat me....If you post something on Facebook why do you then "like" it as well. You dont co-sign yaself man......69 in ATL with a splash of cherry vodka....no good?Doggie in NY with some Zombies??Wishful thinking I know. This Toyota mess has me all jammed up. I dont know what to look at....Ok,ok I waited like 2 months but finally saw Avatar in 3D.Great movie.Hadn't mind seeing it again. I kinda of feel like I'm back to the beginning of my blogger experience.I went through a period of high activity now it pretty quiet....oh well,in the end its still my lil space.

Painful moves are coming......

I don't want to cut her off but I'm being left no choice.

Lessons on Screen.....

Why do I get mad every time I see this movie? It's like the worst rejection I've been through times 1000. LoL. Bust that lil French boy's ass for real.



This just makes me want to hold out till I'm 300% sure about marriage.