The More Things Change The More They Stay The Same

Yeah I'm actually finding this a lil creepy......

In the Club

From 2000-2008 I was a club promoter and marketing guy.I pushed parties in NY and assisted a few record labels with their promotions on albums and other projects.Cool stuff when I was younger, but greed and ego among other things made me decide to leave it alone last summer. I've been to tons of loungers and bar and the once in a blu birthday party. Or I've come through to show love to someone that's throwing a party. With the exception of being out of town of entertaining visitors do I ever really "club" anymore.

Well last nite I was asked to checking out club HOME with my boy for a possible red carpet event he is planning on throwing. I said fine......smh @ that. My evening started very chaotic in having to link up with my people and then getting to the club an hr late. With my mood already being salty I wasn't in the mood to drink (imagine that).Even with the special shots of Hennesey Dark going around I just wanted to get the work done, talk to whoever needed to be spoken too and get home.

While waiting for things to be handled I was quickly reminded of why I don't club. All the goods and bad of the party scene were on full display. You had your yummy eye candy, I was being eye sexed but this busty asian chic.(a few of u will laff at that), you had your hood rats which included one group that came with the token whie gurl that had floppy double D's falling out of her dress while grinding on various black men, you had the dirty bird that pulled her skirt up to "drop it fast" never once showing any issue with exposing her baggy panties and ashy legs, you had the "ballers" and celebs of which Ms Steph Lover was looking very nice and you had random people you know (classmates, coworkers,etc) that you haven't seen in years.

Overall I'd rather be in bed getting a massage........don't know if this event will be set up or not.If it does I'll see what the potential profit is from it but oh man was I happy to get home. And even though I'm now running on about 2 hrs of sleep It interesting to see the growth in my social interaction. In spite of the T & A and the interesting looks and stares I was getting it, its' really YOU that makes a party. That's why I love when I get to chill with Mz.J or my trips to Sobe with the fellas. As you get older its more about the people your with then the noise of the venue.

Pix coming later...............

Can he be thrown off a bridge please???

So apparently he actually had a different word in mind for Will.I.Am......

Via Necole Bithcie

But Perez tells me that, in the heat of the moment that night, he almost chose to use a different word. “I thought about calling him the n word,” he says over the phone a week after the incident, “but I thought the f word was even worse. I was so filled with hate at that moment because I was hated on so much, and I reacted in the worst way possible. Then I went on to make a bunch of other mistakes. I shouldn’t have made the video. I shouldn’t have released so many statements. But what’s come out of all of this is that I’ve learned so much about myself, and I’m in a much better place. I’m actually thankful that it happened. As cheesy as it may sound, I had almost a spiritual moment when I just let all of the anger and worry go and am now filled with peace, happiness, and wisdom.

“I’ve always known that a lot of gays didn’t like me,” Lavandeira says in comments after the Black Eyed Peas fracas, “but after this it felt like no gays liked me. It was one of the worst weeks of my life.”

It is a feeling he should adjust himself to, but now add “the black community” to the list of folks who find no friend in Perez Hilton the brand or the person. For someone who (in addition to coke scrawls and penis drawings) writes so many of them, Lavandeira has no concept of how words work.

Trying to let positive energy reign today but this guy continues to push it.

Me and She

2002

Ok so for years on my online travels I've written and chronicled many of the things that have effected me and played a major role in the man I've grown to be. Well this woman has played a PIVOTAL role in that. Everyone has a person that gets to them, that at times can be both your strength and/or your weakness. She's that individual to me. It's a hell of friendship and I wouldn't have it any other way. We've had mega Ups and Super down but for whatever reason we're always bound to cross paths and make sure the other is good.

The references I make to "Lonelynites", in all honesty, she was as directly responsible for that in her own way as any single person. Long story but the end result is me being who I am today, so its good. The Love is super strong and beyond words, which says something considering how wordy I am. It's a Me and Her thing I guess. Anyway, Pix and a Vid of our randomness during her NY visit. Its an Online view of my Offline world.....

GOd help me......

As ill as I feel right now, in the end I can only work on me.....