Rambling on the Clock

Yes, I'm the one they call when the sky bout to fall...Again I have to watch love and it’s after effects make fools of my people. Good men hurt for only asking their partners to be their equals…….time invested in a relationship is NOT an automatic right to demand a change of the status quo…In college I thought I was just a bad situation, a decade later it’s confirm that many don’t know how to select a good guy. You can sit and describe one very easily. List all the thing he “should” be and do but then when Ray Ray some one worked his way into Mr Beat-It-Up status what can you say?.....Ummm what is the purpose of our government and congress again? I’m not even being funny in express confusing about what they really do for us?.....DAMN homie! In High School you were the man Homie! What happened to you? I really started to sit down and analyze how and why I help folk. Many people think I want something so that’s why I do it, but truth be told a)Its just a part of my nature cuz many times I’ll be like “I aint need to help her ass” b) When someone presents a problem or just throws it out into the air my mind takes it and solves it so fast that to me its nothing to say hey if your really want that handled do x.y.z or here’s a link to something that may help you or whatever. Helping isn’t so grand an action to me. More so it’s what we need to make much more common…..Lotta things just sound good to the hear, look good to the eye but their reality is so far from that….I’m still a sucker for some. Not in a bad way but still it is what it is. Wet & Sloppy vs Slow, Smooth and Controlled? Truth they both work…..The ability to stretch a dollar is a critical life skill….Lol, I think one of my friends indirectly referenced me in a #OOMF tweet. 1) If she did it was cute and next tell let me in on the compliment 2) I still have issues referring to folk as followers….Communication freak I am….I cant change it…It would appear to me that you can put the word “flow” after anything to make it sound more exciting. Vacation Flow, Casino Flow, Sweaty sex Flow? I guess those work……Work Flow? Public Transportation Flow? Cramp Flow? And yes I’ve seen all 3 of these posted…...Hoodrats......Hoodrats, can be useful at times……Ya know as good as Harry Potter was/is I just couldn’t get with those tiny little twigs they called wands. I prefer the oversized magical staffs my self….Clearly the water of the United Kingdom flow directly from Gods person bath tub. Nothing else examples the measurements I’ve seen…..This NBA season, assuming they get their labor issues together, I’m taking my Knicks support on the road. Philly, Boston, DC, Miami(hopefully), Chicago…….I’m watching people step out for lunch into the heat and coming back looking a mess……As judgmental as some may think I am I honestly keep quiet and the most major things. Not issues and social problems but if I see someone close to me doing something really stupid, repeating an action they KNOW better then to be doing I’ll just watch. I’ll hope they stop and get things in proper condition but most likely I won’t speak on it…..does everything need to be shared? No it doesn’t shut up about some things like seriously, privacy please just a hint of it maybe? With the ability to communicate must come the ability to take what you give. When you couldn’t realistically reach your favorite t.v personality, music or sports star it was ok the curse a guy for a bad or insult an artist you didn’t help. Chances were they’d never hear what you said anyway. Now that you can @ a celeb to directly tell them to sucC a di*k you have to be prepared to get a lil something back….How many of your childhood cartoon theme songs do you still know and can still sing? Me….I still know G.I Joes, Transformers, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Animanics, Tiny Toons, Chip n’ Dale Rescue Rangers, Duck Tales, Thunder Cats just to name a few and if there was no actual theme to sing I can still hum the hell out of these songs, screw what these kids are watching today lol, Heard that Henny can actually adversely effect sexual performance…..damn. I’m going to get my current Ink touched issue and with more/greater detail to them. I 100% grew my 1st 2 Tats so as simple as they are they mean that much more to me…..Can only get by on words but for so long. Eventually I realize that’s all I’ll get and I come to enjoy that for the simple lip service it is.....everyone talking about "thirst" until the advances come from a person you like. Appreciate the attention cuz I aint forever.....

Hump Day + Art + My Crazy Mind = 2010 Hump Finale

Soooo where this came from I have no clue but in thinking about exotic creations and artistic expression thought to myself what would be a interesting setting or environment that could result in some pleasing ill imagery. And then it came to me. I'd put the following people in a large studio Apt together. A studio full of various cameras, lighting equipment, paint and any other art supplies this group would want. And then see what would result from it.....

1)Evita Robinson (Photographer, Writer, Video Producer)

What she brings to the table: 1 & 2

2)Layla Louise (Model & Performer)

What she brings to the table: 1 & 2

Photography & Editing by Evita Robinson

3)Kesh (Artist)

What she brings to the table: 1 & 2

 4)Kalae AllDay (Music Artist)

What she brings to the table: 1 & 2

5)Stephanie O'Connor (Photographer)

What she brings to the table: 1 & 2

6)Elisha Jade (Model & Make Up Artist)

What she brings to the table: 1 & 2

 Music videos, silent expressionist film, paintings, photography and who knows what else.......I let my mind wonder and know that it would be great. Not that this would ever happen but hey it's my blog, my BLVD and I want the final Hump Day Post of 2010 to be artistically epic.......

Hump Day Vlog Time: Mind over Matter

Nightfall speaks on Mind Sexington from Nightfall 914 on Vimeo.

I need you guys to hit up my friend Kream here to see the original post this video is in reply to so you have full context of what I'm speaking on. Thanks.

Hump Day Thought: 1 Trick Pony

The adult material that as a boy I'd only stumble across or strain to see on the scrambled playboy channel is now at my fingertips in orderly, chirp menus spread across millions of sites with no limit in site. The social landscape is full of persons giving up "tips" in the area of sex be it oral, anal, etc... Sex used to be the final frontier now its the opening "Hello". So with this now being the case it makes me more critical of folk how always have some XXX rambling coming force from then direction.

I know plenty of sexual people and its not that I have an issue with it, I just feel that as time goes by many folk really come across as limited in what they bring to the table, even worse their are many "1 Trick Ponies" out there. Let them tell it, the Kama Sutra was stolen from their personal diary. Yet a question about any other issues of the world gets a blank stare and a giggle. O_O

I guess there was time when a female with sec on the brain 100% of the time was appealing but now......not so much. Today, Smart is the better brand of "sexy"
(But I can still watch the not so smart from a distance.)

Bill Maher on Islam

I don't really have an opinion on Bill. He's a funny and intelligent guy. But he's known for his non religious stands so it is what it is. I do think he lets the West off the hook for its extreme behavior at times. But Bill is always good for a nice listen.

Happy Hump Day

Get ya mind right....

Not liking what I see...............

I'm scared for the youth......they are losing any and all understnading of the word "privacy"........there are no "thoughts" only tweets and posts.....I truly respect the silent so much more.......I'm nervous for a lot of the decisions my people are making.......I make me appreciate others so much more.......I'm losing to the ability to feel sorry for many people.......we have more control over life then we own up to......if you want it you get it period.Thats universal.....this yr will be one of MANY decisions on many levels.......Statistics are growing.Ugh......watching N.J.......just act out of character one time place.surprise me dammit.......never trust a big butt and smile.lol......It oversaturated and juvenile now but I miss Myspace.......Sundays wedding was big for many reasons........Trying to containment this "energy".......fitness 2010 is going very well.....birthday prep time is pretty much here.......Ink,Ink,Ink, that tattoo needle please.......Up until recently I worked a full time job and a 12-4am night hustle in other words you get no sympathy from me.......it would seem that the interest in blogging is leaving many people.......I'm missing Miami greatly.....

How much Power within the Pu$$y Collective?

Throwing this out for the readers. I'd like your views, opinions and thoughts on an idea tossed out by the homie Single Dame. As not to sway thoughts one way or the other please peep the opening of her blog post then hit the link for the entire post. Read it(and the comments if you want.) My question is this. What would such a movement result in if it were to happen?

"Nall, this ain't no damn boycott, GaDamnit this a PUSSCOTT! I'm callin' out to ALL THE PUSSY IN THE WORLD to close yo muthafuckin legs RIGHT NOW and just simply listen up!"

Entire Post Here

Mind over Matter.......

Visuals are great but I'm conversationalist and a lover of thoughts crafted through words. Sometimes I'd love for someone to get in my mind and surprise me like this....

Taken from Zane's Top 9 that was posted on over on Steamy Trails.

3. Make love to his mind

Ask your man one simple question: “What sexual fantasy would you want to fulfill with me?” It may be as basic as wanting you to initiate sex. Or as complex as a costume and a video camera. Either way, communicating your desires and needs to each other can be the ultimate aphrodisiac. After your candid sex talk, start fulfilling his intimate wishes (if you’re comfortable with them) and ask him to reciprocate.

Sometimes grand result come from simplistic methods.

Empower yourself through Empowering others...Asian Edition

First I was put on by Jillz to wonderful news last night. And this morning I'm greeting with images of my Amazonian Superfriend Evita and her class of young Japanese students. They LOVE her and from what she's blogged and Twitttered they love Obama too. LOL. Drop by her Facebook or Twitter pages. And Hit up Mz JIllz as well over on the I AM JWORK blog.



*HIT LINK TO ENLARGE*

Understand I ONLY have high quality females in my space.I talk very highly of my people for a reason. No statistics over here. I love what you ladies are doing.

April Book of the Month

Yes April in officially in swing and I'm reminded of this by the full week of RAIN in the forecast for the NY Metro area.Oh well, its that time again and for the start of the 2nd quarter of the year we will be reading Sidney Poiter's autobiography The Measure of a Man. Now truthfully this book was a gift given to me by Mz.J awhile but in my constant motion of work and promotion I never really got too far into it. But with the 2009 focus on self growth and Improvement, it is here to read at a perfect time. You already know the drill. Cop the book and read along if you like.

Screwed for Life?

I just had a short convo with a respected individual about something I saw online. And it resulted in her say this:

lol....misery is a lifelong trait

Short and sweet, but it made me stop for a moment and think. Not just is that a really truthful statement to those existing in that state but it can really serve as quite the warning. People that I know that come across as miserable, for whatever reasons, have been like that for as long as I've known them and really aren't showing any signs of changing. I'm sure in the moment you're not even thinking about it or aware that your this way but then you look at the life you're lived and you finally realize just how you've been for so long. That's a very scary thought if you ask me. You couple that with "Misery likes company" and you get a constantly miserable person that wants to be around YOU to rub that misery off on you. Smh @ that.

In the words of the late great Big Pun.

"I don't know you man.Please....GO THAT WAY!"

1st Quarter Review

With the month practically over it is time for me to look at what I've done against the list of goals I've set for myself at the top of this year. Inspired my Jillian's New year New Attitude Plan, Operation Improve U was spawned to bring about personal growth and a number of key areas within our lives. I renewed and fine tuned my focus on personal growth, better fitness, financial responsibility, Professional advancement, Social growth and just working on becoming a better me overall.

This review will touch on everything except the book of the month as I will give that it's own entry.So let's begin....

1)Fitness.


In late Jan/Early Feb I started my 2nd round of P90X and things were going relatively smooth. In all honesty I was not on top of the diet aspect as much as I was the first time around, so due the time the recent birthday weekend and TX celebration came I had basically maintained my weight and strength levels. It wasn't bad but it wasn't my goal of adding 10-12 lbs of muscle. Going into the 2nd quarter I will be shaking up my regiment a bit. I'll be using the 100 push up challenge and the 200 sit up challenge. In addition to that I'll start incorporating more running into my routines. My job has a fitness challenge starting the first week of May so I'll use that as extra motivation. My biggest issue will be my diet. I know among other things I need about 1g of protein per pound to facilitate proper muscle growth, I'll most likely aim for 1.25g per pound just to accommodate the extra cardio I'll be doing. There's still 3 months until summer so I feel good that I'll pull it off. Plus I just got my physical, blood work, STD testing.Everything 100%. :)

2)Financial


Finances are much more straight forward and I'm happy at doing what I aimed for but still a lil pissed that I waited until now to do it but hey that's life. Anyway the goals were to reduce expenses, get a new credit card(at the time I only had one) and start a new savings account. Mission accomplished on all 3. I wanted to expand my credit and improve my rating so after some sound advice and I started on that and got a new credit card. I still have to finish getting some old accounts off my report but that's coming along too. The savings account is up and running well and I've been steadily cutting expenses too. In a month I'll be canceling one of my phone lines too. I'm not running around as much as before so my Curve is more then enough. With my plan to move next year, my top financial missions will be get a efficient moving list of needed items, expenses, etc created so I have a more definitive number to aim for savings wise. Also I think once I reach a certain point I'll open another savings account in a different bank.

3)Professional


This has been quite an interesting 3 months. I enrolled in a Human Resources certification class which I finished not to long ago and the 1/2 have of the certification will take place this summer. In the mean time I'll keep reviewing what I just learned and look for more bits of information online. My 9-5 has thrown a whole gang of new duties and responsibilities at me which actually makes the day move faster and helps build up the resume. Once the HR certification is done I'll see what the job market is looking like.

Now in terms of my REAL business. The Omega Nexus is still growing. After much bullshit the shopping agreement with Jamie Fox's FoxxKing Entertainment company was signed not too long ago and we're in the initial stages of directing this new partnership. We're going at this hard from a few media fronts so god willing the forward motion will continue in a very lucrative direction. I still have a book to write for the main series and new side series to create.

4)Social


Right now the focus is me. Not in a selfish way but I can't do what I want to do for me, a female or a family until my position in life has improved. This means that hell I socialize easy but there's a cap on whats going to happen. That's just the way it is right now. I'll step out for a few drinks but that's it. Bruce Wayne mode right now. I will say this though, that I do see an a part of my social behavior that does in to change. I write about it in TX and I may or my not post about it here. It's a touchy subject but conversation made me realize how immature and down right dangerous some social actions were. God didn't bring through so much just for me to act out. So yeah, have to grow up.LOL, I'm almost 30.

Overall I feel very good. I like the control I'm taking over my environment and look forward to what the year has in store for me. Hope you all are doing what you can to improve your personal lives as well. I'll drop the monthly book review a lil later.

P.S BLOGWAGON COMING SOON......

Life's Chess Moves

With March approaching an end I feel the need to do a quarterly review on the things I set out to achieve for this year. I'll look over old blogs, old notes and see where I stand and also look to add some things to the years game plan. I feel pretty good about it thus far. The last 1-2 weeks have put some thoughts in my head that I hope to get out either on paper or thru blogging, hopefully before the week is over. Spring is technically here so its only right to starting projecting and really being about growth and change on all levels. In the grand game of life I feel that my ability to make bigger moves has been really uplifted by the support of people around me and its really time to advance beyond the "Young man with Potential" to the "Man that fulfilled it"

Time Frame/BIological ClocC

"Jason, you and your guys are at the age where you have to be careful what females you deal with because your in the age range for living together, families and marriage"
- Evita Robinson

That paraphrase was from an earlier convo with the my Super Amazon Euro Pimpin Tokyo Teaching buddy Evita. It made we think and wonder on something. What is your time frame? Do you have a steady mark where you stop and evaluate a relationship to see if its worth continuing or do you just ride out? How much time would you allot to getting to a serious "life partner" consideration with someone. Whats more important the time you risk in getting to know some or the loss of a relationships potential because its not moving fast enough?

I've always felt that most peoples emotions evolve at different rates. Plus in regards to time my belief is that if I'm looking at you with life partner potential that you need to be able to be down for the ride. Not 5,6,7 yrs, but 2,3,4 yrs of steady progress and relationship growth is not a grand thing to ask if I may spend the rest of my life with you.

I'm realizing that i'm in a period where many females may feel that their racing the clocC to get families started. All I know is that relationships should be a natural process from both people involved. And you dont want to lose a good thing cuz it doesn't match your biological clocC, cuz then what? You gonna rush off and squeeze out a child with the next guy that says the right things?

THoughts? VIews? Opinions?

Potential vs. Actual Factual

I'm blessed. I've been raised by 2 living parents who in April will celebrate their 30th Anniversary. Nothing on this earth is more important to me then Family. My father got marriages at age 30 after knowing my mom since high school bacC in Antigua.

Things more much faster these days. People meet have kids, get married, divorce in record time. With me my emotions are much more like the tortoise then the hare. I was never into dating multiple people at a time. If i want that I'll remain single. In my life's relationship experiences I've always come upon circumstances where I was asked to step beyond what I think I've established. It followed an odd pattern I'd be super into things initially until some action or statement makes me fall bacC and calm things down. From here I'd just be more and do what I do with a certain calm about me. Eventually things would end when an outside individual would "offer" an option that would seem to present better option to myself. And every time I've held true to what I believe that "My actions speak loudest for me. If what I've done isn't enough to keep us together then I wont stop you from leaving" Aaaannnd of course I got left. Needless to say that the "other option" would never pan out to be what was advertised.

Recent conversation and reminiscing brought that up and created this question. What would you do with a solid partner in your possession vs. an energetic new comer offering the potential of something better. How do you value Potential vs. Proven actual results????

Shades and Tones

New day, old topic.....

I've heard it many times before.Females with negative views/opinions of blacC men(usually darker men) and in time they make the now expected I'm done with blacC men statement.Some speak in general terms and others choose to considers shades and skin tones.

Now usually when this is expressed and I picC up on it, it's followed by."Oh I don't mean you" or "You know you don't count" etc,etc,etc..... And that's where people miss the point. When you make a blanket statement I AM A PART OF IT!
Because if you didn't know me personally I'd be grouped into the same group as those you have now selected to classify as a "problem".

Granted their seem to be an army of men( and I use the term loosely) that don't help the misconception of the evil dark skinned blacC man, but the people I communicate with are too intelligent to make such assumptions.

But since this world is for from perfect, I know this will continue to happen, so understand that there is no exception for me.Good, bad or ugly, I'm as blacC as any of them.

Blu Bloggington.......

Just a place away from mypsace to ramble and be a little less structured in throwing my thoughts out.Drop words, thoughts, questions and opinions........